Sometimes you don't know where things begin, and sometimes you're completely unaware of where they're going to end. Sometimes you lose track of time, sometimes you track time so precisely that you lose track of detail. Sometimes detail's so overwhelming that you never think anything's changed, that anything's the same.
Sometimes, just sometimes, you can feel... out.
Sometimes loneliness is okay.
Sometimes loneliness hurts.
Sometimes your body tells you secrets, and sometimes you tell secrets to your body. Sometimes those secrets hurt. Sometimes they heal.
Sometimes the world around is too much; sometimes it's exactly what you need.
Sometimes the ambiguity of a stranger leads you down both paths which reach the same destination.
Sometimes you learn things that strengthen you. Sometimes you learn things that weaken other people.
Sometimes you are put in a position of compromising. Sometimes you are put in a position of moral challenge.
Sometimes your feelings are wrenched; sometimes they are wrung lifeless, barren, frugal.
Sometimes you become so feeble, your mind becomes its sharpest.
Sometimes, when Life kicks your face to the dirt, you find that missing component to the equation that you could never solve when you were too busy looking in the clouds for it.
Sometimes, just sometimes, you figure that things couldn't get any worse.
Sometimes, when they do, you forget that you wake up every morning.
Sometimes those new mornings are new beginnings.
Sometimes it leaves your body like a breath. Sometimes it weighs down like water in your lungs. Sometimes it crushes your head like a wave. Sometimes it settles like Death.
Sometimes depth of everything is misconceived for depth of nothingness.
Sometimes nothingness is more than everything.
Sometimes nothing leads to nowhere, and sometimes everything leads to nowhere.
Sometimes everything leads to where you need to be, and sometimes nothing leads to where you need to be.
Some times will come and go. Some times will be held in memories. Some times will never come because you're expecting them. Some times will never tell you when they're happening.
Some times will show you that sometimes you may not know where they lead, but they get you where you need to be.
<3 ~ Monty.
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